Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Is it more difficult for poor people to succeed because they are constantly in survival mode? by Kyle Phoenix

Yes. Emphatically so. I have to remember this when counseling students, pointing out things even explaining taxes/withholding. I've learned to stop mental cpr on the walking dead.

Recently I was talking to a grad student who was lamenting bills, low pay. I suggested in exchange for a lower return he raise his exemptions and itemize rather than EZ 1040. He freaked out, then shutdown and then turned on law & order on his phone. He then repeated "I'm not going to change my mind." I then pointed out I wasn't trying to change his mind, I was just explaining a legal way to get $200 more in his weekly check. $800 every two weeks not enough for his bills. This would be another $800 plus and still a couple of thousand back from taxes. Its not what you make, its what you keep. There was a moment, true cognitive dissonance where I realized we both realized the opposite idea. He realized I wasn't trying to change his mind about anything.

I realized I was trying to fundamentally change his mind about everything.
I was suggesting that the modality he was operating from geared questioning that an HR person saying put 0 or 1 was only saying that because they had been told so too. No one who didn't do some thinking and investigation engaged money like that. But if you've just got the job, under $40k a year, you're happy.....
and scared.

My suggestion of asking why and even taking agency to do differently blew his mind.

The tyranny of poverty is it forces people away from critical thinking.
A construction contractor mentioned taxes and that his preparer hasn't gotten him back a return in over 20 years. But costs $200 to prepare the taxes and last year the IRS took another $500 on top of the 38% fed and 15% state and 9.7% fica. I suggested he stop treating the preparer like an oracle and go to somewhere like hr block and treat them like a partner, even better a knowledgeable but directed employee. He froze.

I saw the same cognitive dissonance brain jerk in him.

A third employee (its a big campus/building) felt he was paying too much but was scared of questioning his tax guy. Scared! When I asked him whose money it was he hesitated then said his----and got my point.

All three examples make between $30-75k a year but have a poverty mindset. It can feel like being in the bottom of a slave ship if I get into conversations. Honestly I find myself being selective about company at work or just disappearing to go out for lunch.

Harsh reality that I realized a decade ago: Not everyone will make it. Some people are grist for the mill, chum for the rapacious hunger of capitalism through consumerism.

I estimate 50% of blacks over the next 100 years and 25-50% of whites and Latinos based on family histories. 10% of Asians. 50% of native Americans.
The real hot entrepreneurial business of the future is poverty management----real estate, job centers, food supply, entertainment sources----oh, wait that's kinda true now.

The first coworker is job-hunting but has had no success in 3 months because he's chasing a number. So say he's offered $40k a year. He leaps from $32k to $40k without understanding that he's just gone from the 30% tax.bracket to 38%. So his net before was around $19k, it would then be an extra $100 a week. $200 biweekly. Or a real gain of only $4k. A year later, maybe two until he's dancing with the credit devil to make the $40k feel like more. Because he's only getting $25k in cash, taxes, not counting sales tax and financial fees, another 20% "invisible tax".

He would leave $32k for $40k to ultimately make maybe $1k more. But he'll look at the salary number and mentally boast he's making $10k more! And in order to validate himself---a Black reaction to social discrimination, he'll lease or car loan buy a vehicle and the $25k car will make him feel like he's making/worth $65k a year. Then you know loan servicers sell your info to banks right? So here comes the Chase, Citi, TD Bank $5000 Visa....because you deserve it. Actually its because you have been flagged as a sucker.

Now your girlfriend or boyfriend becomes a financial necessity....so you shack up . Hetero world you spend enough no married time sexing, there will be a baby/babies. A child is now a flat $12,000 cost per year if you stay together, 17% of your adjusted gross WORTH not simply salary, courts have seen men get McDonald's jobs . Courts have amended how they measure income/worth.

The bonus of LGBT relationships is generally a planning for children and a lack of legal marriage. Dudes I've, shacked up, just child support, married and divorcing, alimony.

The child support Armageddon is real, keeping people in poverty.

Two other coworkers, 1 has one daughter, finished paying $400 a month after 21 years, in August.

Another was a grandfather by the time he'd paid off out of arrears for three adult children.

Back to Dude at $40k and inevitable breeding.
. $30k in car, credit and another $10k plus in miscellaneous added to your salary is $100k, and 17% is $17k.

Without the ability, skill to recognize financial management and how money works, money itself will keep him in poverty.

And he desperately is seeking a girlfriend, he'll have a couple of kids before 35. Probably broken up by 40. Paying child support until he's 50. Another 17% tax.

Which means he'd have to realize a 20% salary increase yearly to meet childcare cost for 18 years plus 3% in inflation.

Focusing on survival and using sex and entertainment as distractions and then sleep, I realized talking to him he was one of the Future 50, the direct opposite of the Talented Tenth. But by the time he realizes it, if ever consciously it will be too late.

But the unconscious mind speaks first and what did he say after my discussion with him.....?
"I won't change my mind...."
I heard him.
I'll never interrupt that feedback loop with anything above 6th grade conversational drivel again.
He announced that fundamentally the infection of poverty has consumed the host rendering him powerless.


It’s the “now” mindset. People don’t think long term but paycheck to paycheck.

I was raised this way. I worked at Walmart and was not happy. MY parents told me I should be happy to have a job. I bought into this up until I turned 26 and had a WTF moment.

12 years later, a lot of reading and learning and I am at $85k. No longer trying to get a large return at the end of the year because that is just an interest free loan to the government. Instead, I try to break even in order to be able to put more money into 401k and get even more tax breaks.

Now I am trying to learn short term investing to create a 2nd stream of passive income. Money should work for you not the other way around.

Wednesday, April 19, 2023

What are some hard truths teachers never tell students about after school life?

 

A degree isn't a job.

You're kind of a battery for the Matrix if you believe so. A co-conspirator to your own oppression.

But by the same token the Matrix is race and class imbalance, like at a 45 degree slope in some places and what a degree contains are like magnets for your hands and feet. You must master the Matrix to escape it. You really don't have to even go in, that might really impress me. But I think we need a place /space, like a Danger Room to exercise our abilities but we're not meant to stay in a singular kind of Danger Room for too long.

Education is mental calisthenics. Most of the easier than physical labor-work on Earth is more mental. Being advanced in your mental space is like being a Telepath vs Not Being One. You don't need a degree to become telepathic but you do need to educate yourself to possess better, higher than Not.

You will not be Zuckerberg, Oprah, Jobs or Musk just because you can envision them. You're only seeing an abridged, sliver of their lives. You are seeing them in Actualization not Development. 99% will not be that huge. You're going to have a normal, perhaps smaller, most likely smaller , life. And that's ok. Big lives are popularized as suggestions not demanding goalposts. They're like : "Hey, look at this! A person can do this with a life.". Think Tudor houses, ranch, colonial. Hey, look, you can live in that kind or that kind. Choices. Possibilities.

But if you can think, if you can create, if you can innovate then you will have been useful and learned how to constantly educate yourself. But if you don't, as time and humanity progress you'll lose value. That value allows you to take care of yourself, your family, retire. You're always in the Race to construct yourself, even as I'm gently teaching you there's a race, you're in it and how to construct yourself. You're in a competition on one level and you will never be in one on another. If you can see and then hold that duality, you win every single moment of your life. Most people can't.

Most of you think a degree is a job, so you'll get one and by sheer dogged foolishness end up in a spot where you either can grow or not grow at all. Ironically not your degree but your ability to self educate will get you out or keep you stuck.

Not only is life a mental game but the educated, having more mental prowess, play and live better. Yes, there are exceptions but the vast majority of the exceptions know how to educate themselves. You'll keep bumping into what do you know and how fast can you learn.

You think I'm teaching you this fiction, that math, some history----no, I am teaching you the Force and how to mentally manipulate reality with your prowess.


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Monday, January 16, 2023

How do some people claim to work 80-100 hours a week? Is it actually possible? by Kyle Phoenix

 

I have regularly done so for about 20 years. I have had the freedom to do so because during that time I didn’t have children/spouse to attend to so I was just my own freewheeling self. But I will also add that I don’t attribute the word “work” to the way most people do.

I was raised, and it was deeply instilled by my parents, was to—-Work Smarter, Not Harder—-so I’ve always had a side project, side hustle, small or national business going. Something that brings a few to $50,000+ a year besides a “normal” salary from a job/career.

Before My Teens, Under 12

I did 40 hours a week at school and then another 10+ on the weekends buying and selling newspapers in my building and then managing the babysitter’s kids to franchise out to our buildings. My mother wrote up a contract for a $5 loan; I repaid her charging 75 cents a Sunday newspaper and then self-funded the enterprise from there. I think I did it a little over a year.

I franchised out, hiring the babysitter’s children for several months but they insisted that ALL of the profits be split 3 ways, though they had put in no money. I fired them. The first employees I ever fired. I continued to work my building and a couple of theirs—-as they didn’t have the bank-resource I did to buy inventory. I stayed in another year for comic books, action figures.

Don’t judge.

Pre Teens/Teens

In middle school I would take orders for drawings of comic book characters and make enlarged panel and full role playing game booklet copies, at my mother’s office at AT&T. 25 cents a pic, $1 for a custom, $1 for an 11x17. Bought the RPG booklets for $6 to $20 (my advantage was that my parents taught and trusted me to travel so I could go throughout the 5 boroughs to comic stores that my peers couldn’t and get the original/new RPG books to make copies of.) I would then resell for half the cover price. Completely ignoring copyright laws.

By 12–13, I was also working at Charles Fried Chicken, 35 hours a week, for $30 dollars a week plus tips. I did that for a few months.

By the time I turned 14, I was able to legally get my Working Papers and work near full time, after school. I travelled on the bus from the Bronx to Hartsdale because that Pathmark paid more than any in the city AND the bus route passed by The Dragon’s Den, a huge specialty comic book shop. (And supply shop for my side hustle.)

Through high school I worked 30–40 hours a week at D’Agostino supermarket, Wendy’s and A&S Department store PLUS, always, always a side hustle.

By my teens, I’d started a national entrepreneurial venture of an amateur comic book company. Amateur writers and artists produced comic books and we published them, everyone paying a yearly membership fee to offset production expenses. It lasted for years but folded because of focusing on production and not recruitment—-or having a full enough staff to do so. But it was small business experience in my teens. My mother gave me a TAX ID for my 14th birthday.

My 20s.

While we were middle class and my mother had side hustles (tax prep, leather sales, timeshares) she got laid off from AT&T after years just as she was starting her fashion agency/model show business. We struck a deal—-I would continue to work full time and not go away or add the burden of a college tuition bill for a year or so—-give her time to get her business off the ground—-so that I could continue to help with 50% of the mortgage/home bills. At 14 or so I was paying my own phone line bill and bringing in food from the supermarkets several times a month and cooking dinner. By 18 I was paying half of the mortgage on our co-op.

By 21 she’d reached a profitable space to be able to set up a trust fund for me to go to university. However when I chose a university she didn’t want me to go to, she took it away. I went anyway. And proceeded to work 5 jobs plus student loans to pay for my college:

  1. Worked 10+ hours a week in university office as an admin—-basically shredding thousands of pages of waste paper.
  2. I became a Resident Advisor, in by 10pm most nights to be present on floor plus monthly 24 hour shift in exchange for a room to one’s self, rebate on dorm fees (about $2000 per semester) AND the room had a private bath!
  3. TA’ed for 3 Professors. The first undergraduate in the SUNY system to ever do so—-I went to Work Study and asked could the professors sign off on my timesheets? they had agreed. Did it for 4 1/2 years and eventually they upped me to the Graduate fee scale/grant even though I wasn’t a graduate student. ($3500 a semester.)
  4. Ran the first Uber service with my beloved Bronco II. Through the student grapevine I let it be known that for $5 per person plus 1 travel suitcase—-I would run you to the airport, bus station, train station—-generally in the evening.
  5. I worked for the university Public Safety as a security patrol and door monitor for several years.
  6. Oh, and I also went to classes, 20+ credit hours a semester.
  7. And yes, there were times, later evenings, when I’d be the RA on night duty, doing PA patrols and Ubering students. All at the same time in the PA uniform with walkie talkie. lol

Then I went to Swarthmore College in Philly and worked at their bistro as the Featured Sunday chef, while working full time at Core States bank. 60+ hours a week.

Then I got to NYC—-first commuting to Midtown as a temp and then to 50th/Lexington, from the family home in the mountains in Pennsylvania, so that meant a 90 minute commute each way; back to my mother’s house in the mountains, then up and out by 5 AM.

I first worked at a commercial real estate firm, often 8 AM to 8 PM (I finally learned that you got a free dinner and private car home if you worked past 7pm) and then for years did a lot of consulting work eventually summing to Williams Communications as an Executive Assistant specializing in Staff Trainings for the tri-state area and forensic Accounting/Auditing to discover embezzlers. For two years I billed and worked 80–100 hours a week. They also provided dinner and private cars home.

My 30s

I had a revelation and enlightenment about myself, my work, my destiny, and decided to start another small business. Essentially in the very beginning—-I became an Amazon Merchant store/seller. I also became a Securities Litigation Paralegal—-combining my legal interests and financial analyst skills. But I also wanted something of my own, own a more entrepreneurial nature, inspired by Rich Dad Poor Dad Robert Kiyosaki, I had attended one of his seminars—-so I started selling used books from library and private sales, DVDs, CDs on Amazon.

I would work 40+ hours a week on my business—and started out at making $20 a week and then within 8 months—-$28,000 a week. While consulting as a paralegal at multiple law firms—-40 hours a week—-even once working for two firms in midtown, one from 9am to 5pm, and then getting picked up at home by a car service at 11pm to be taken to another to manage the 12 midnight to 8AM shift at another. And then walk up the block to the other……

I then wisely realized that I was giving too much into law world—once bouncing between two law firms of the 7 working on the same case—-so when I got offered to work for a charter school I jumped at it. And though I did administrative work and test prep with the children, I knew that I wanted to work with adults. I literally took a volunteer then permanent teaching job down the block and then got scooped up from that one to another downtown because I was teaching in so many directions that other agencies heard about me.

After 7 years of non-profit world at 60+ hours a week, honing my skills at teaching and understanding non-profit world, I thought I was good at teaching—-that was the feedback—-so I decided to return to school at Columbia University, to learn Jedi level teaching skills. (Which i have from Professors like Stephen Brookfield.) But in the course of that I first started volunteer teaching classes then got hired.

All the while I was doing Amazon/eBay sales on the side —-some good, some great, some not so great—and then a Columbia, Brookfield, talked to me about how he’d published over a dozen books (which I bought and brought to his first class with me—-subtly freaking him out. lol In my defense his class had been cancelled for a whole semester—-which is how I was standing there looking for something to do and got hired. I wanted autographs. lol)

When we discussed my CV he encouraged me to go back over my notes and materials and pull together a book.

So I published 70+ books. lol That took a few years but I literally had boxes and boxes full of my workshops, classes, projects to cull from.

Right before that Columbia discussion, I started converting my workshops into YouTube videos and then I shopped around for a public access TV studio that I could produce a TV show from—-where I have complete ownership of the shows.

The YouTube has been lightly done, added to for over a decade and the TV show, The Kyle Phoenix Show is going into its 15th year, 52 episodes a year—-broadcast weekly.

Video, book and TV show “work/production time” vary a week, depending upon the complexity of projects and the software (Word, PowerPoint, Premiere, InDesign, etc.) that I’ve had to become fluent in (luckily a lot of my teaching has been computer-software, hardware, systems administrator—-levels for a decade.)

Production Times

  • YouTube videos—-easier but it requires a sensitivity to tinkering for attention span or to longer concepts that are content filler and further end up a podcast—-each video can take about 1–2 hours to produce, edit, etc.
  • The TV show on average takes 10 hours to produce, edit and there’s never enough time because so many elements of production eon learns in process.
  • The books are a longer affair—-the fastest has been a month from idea to publishing, including editing. But those are essentially workshops converted to small books—-under 250 pages.
  • Longer books, detailed—I’ve been known to go to a bar/nightclub on it’s near empty lounge nights—2 for 1 drinks, and longhand write out several books. I would call that another 10–20 hours a week.
  • The minutiae of running a media business is yet another 10 hours a week. I’ve set up better and better systems over the past 10+ years but I also had to learn which systems worked, why, what I was doing, strategic planning—-incorporating all of my business knowledge, finances, etc.. All while working full time teaching. A minimum of 20–40+ hours a week for a decade just on the media business.

Different Types of Work

A great blog post I found—-that I use to teach about the different types of work:

Algorithmic vs. Heuristic Work

Lately I’ve been intrigued by the difference between algorithmic and heuristic work. In Algorithmic work the process is defined and the end product is expected. We follow a set of instructions down a single pathway to one conclusion. By definition there are no surprises unless the algorithm breaks down and the result is unexpected. Heuristic work is the opposite, because there is no algorithm for it. We devise ideas and strategies, experiment and create hypotheses until a solution is found.

Algorithmic work may include tasks like manufacturing, simple computer programming, delivering packages or checking customers out at the super market. While heuristic tasks might include devising a new script to solve a bug in a software program, creating a new marketing campaign, implementing a new sales presentation or creating a new iPhone app.

The future of our economy will rely more and more on the heuristic approach vs. the algorithmic. Increasingly, algorithmic tasks are being offshored or automated to reduce costs while creative work that is inherently heuristic is more in demand to drive our new economy forward. Heuristic work also has the additional benefit of being more fulfilling than following an algorithm. For those lucky enough to engage in primarily heuristic work, the ability to make an impact is elevated.

Work then is not lifting rocks and pounding pavements—-a lot of it is thinking, moving, doing, solving with solutions and mentality/ideas.

All of those hours aren’t physical, which is how it’s possible. Though working and consulting teaching full time plus the above media production and interviews, I’m looking to slowly move into where my produced work keeps generating royalties and I can do less and less work.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2023

What is so bad about working in retail? by Kyle Phoenix

The three times I’ve worked in it as an adult, I liked it enough. But then I don’t invest my identity in “jobs”—-I’ve always had a side hustle, a small business, school (High and Collège) going on. I was a sales associate at Belk’s, Abraham & Strauss and Lord & Taylor. Then about a decade ago, while visiting Charlotte to help with my terminal mother, I took a job at Walmart just to get out of the house and not spend my savings/royalties to cover my general expenses.

I’m an extreme introvert, I’m learned-professional at being present, professional and extroverted enough for sales and dealing with customers. I like solving problems. And about 90%+ of the time I’ve been dealing with reasonable people, a few extremes but I generally hand them off to others (managers.)

I think what has been influential are two things:

  1. I seek to learn not earn at every job. A&S convinced me, Jim Johnson after an hour—-convinced me to take the job during the interview at 17. I’d been applying for a bike messenger job on 34th street and wandered over to the Manhattan Mall, in hopes of finding something more amenable. I was resistant because I wanted the base pay $7 an hour but was terrified of their commission structure, 8% on top of sales total mandatory of $2000 a week, He promised Sales training for 2 weeks. He convinced me that by having a resume, since I was 14, being in a suit and tie for a bike messenger job—-in comparison to the Black man who’d left before me, twice my age in jeans and a Bart Simpson t-shirt——my parents had developed me, so he could professionally develop me. Finally I broke down, figuring that a few months of such high hourly pay would equal months of part-time work. The training was spectacular and eventually, within about 6 weeks I was making commission cash and then eventually up to $1000 a week through the 6 Stages of Sales training was:

What are the 6 steps of the sales process?

Cultivating relationships are a vital part of the sales process steps

  • Define and refine your book of business. You might think prospecting is the first sales process step.
  • Prospecting and outreach.
  • Discovery conversations and meetings.
  • The sales presentation/demonstration.
  • Close the deal.
  • Post-sale follow-up.

Of course this is broken into individual/personal contact but we were also responsible for developing a Personal Shopping Book of 100+ private clients that we would invite to store special events for them.

It is to this day, skills that I still use from then, I was 17–18 years old.

I carried it over to Lord & Taylor and further into corporate world/professionalism. I think that many people who work in retail don’t consider how to develop their skills—-whether offered by the company or to GO BUY A BOOK on sales, sales training, and YouTube videos. Most people go to work and expect it to pay them, support them, be perfect and full of great supportive people. A job is a dildo—-you get out of it, the expertise you put into it, to developing the relationship. I found mainly the lack of interaction with people some times, waiting for customers, tedious—-but I find the same thing in all of my positions, careers, etc..

2. At Walmart they specifically had a Computer Based Learning-Training system—-computers in a back training room where all of the stores’ positions were learning modules that took a few hours to weeks, to go through. You completed the training and then interned in the department and boom, promoted. I had to complete a whole series of CBLs to start in Customer Service and then in the 6 months I was there, I did a handful more of Professional Development CBLs as different modules came along that I needed to expand my skills to encompass my work duties. I was there 40 hours a week, a mile from the family home, bus stopped in front of the house, ended at the mall—-or some days and nights I would walk home. During lunch breaks I would wander around the store, studying it, the systems, the computer systems, learning the store, or take a book or magazine into the handicapped bathroom and read. When I finally left, U-Haul and family in the parking lot, I went in and thanked coworkers and then hugged the manager for giving me something to do, to learn, to focus on, during a time of personal turmoil.

I work to learn, not to exclusively earn.

  • I seek out how many skills—-the register, the sales system, the stocking system, the sales system, the management systems, as many ideas I could find and absorb—-I can get. I’m not a bump on the log, I don’t resent work, I don’t resent customers.
  • I also like solving problems—-whether it’s an outfit, discussing colors and styles, things to try out—-the one thing I didn’t like about A&S was eventually the pressure to maintain high sales—-I felt that I might have to be less honest than I prefer being. I didn’t like being attached to the commission structure in a greedy/competitive way. One of the things I learned to do was take customers all around the department store and sell them things outside of my department.
  • I like working, even as I own my own things on the side. I often go to jobs to escape my life——keep my life separate from work—-no friends visit me, no deep relationships at the job, I never date from my jobs—-so that it’s like a bubble I go into and leave at the end of the shift. I leave it, the work, the people there, and go into a whole different bubble-world. What I’ve learned over the years working in retail and corporate world is that people infuse their work into identities and expect it to fulfill their identity/lives.
  • A job, like retail, is to gain skills, learn the external workplace, engage people, make a little money and move on. Another error is that people take jobs, which are not forward, ascending, skill based jobs, and expect it to have comparative fulfillment to a developed career at any and every age. A job is to a short term goal and long term internal gain to use at another, higher position. Because of teaching, computer, university, vocational, corporate training, I’ve had to evaluate work, skills, education—-which meant going back and looking at myself, my history, my decisions. Most people don’t know how to evaluate and develop themselves—-they use time, age, and pay rates to go from job to job, unless education allows them to focus on a career/outcome.

Perhaps what we need in America as a whole is more geared education and mentorship towards Life Paths. What to do, how we’re building, what building looks like. One of the things I’ve done for about 20 years is I maintain a Word file that has several repeated questions/answers per job, career, projects, etc..

  • What did I do?
  • What did I learn?
  • What did I learn how to do?
  • What did I not like?
  • What would I change?

That breakdown allows me to go back and look at the objective reality of where I was at compared to my subjective perception.

I also as part of various current classes and trainings I’m in and doing, go back and use older work/projects as reports-presentations for my classes/training. What I mean by that is in project management examples—-I go back and dissect work/projects into presentations. So I’m consistently evaluating myself, my past work, which helps to frame it, my work. I think that’s important to consider and do about one’s work history and education.

I honestly LOVED running a cash register—-at D’Agostinos supermarket, Wendy's, Pathmark and the above places. I LOVE books, and if I could make the same comparable salary as I do from my career and a small business—-I would be up in Barnes & Noble. I often fantasize about working there for shits and giggles. Yes, those are my kinky fantasies. lol

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Sunday, April 26, 2020

Can you describe a time that your company only discovered that you were irreplaceable after they fired you? How did you feel? What did they do?


This was over a decade ago……and you’ll see why Sage is my favorite X-Man…….
The Set-Up
I was working for a temp-long term consulting agency and they placed me at one of the NY offices of Williams Communications, a multinational telecommunication company. I often don’t talk extensively about my corporate history/experience because of what I was doing, what I was good at.
I was a corporate spy.
But I was a corporate spy FOR the corporations I was consulting for.
So I’m placed in the Marketing and Engineering Dept., answering to two VPs—-Jack and Arthur. I was excited, they were both Black men who had worked their way up and worked for a Senior VP, Craig, another Black man. I was excited to learn and progress in all manner of corporate goodness, I thought they would be excellent business mentors.
I would sit at my cubicle outside of Arthur and Jack’s offices and occasionally answer the phone and transfer calls a few times a day. I started bringing magazines (I used to always carry a Vanity Fair to temp assignments—-a good solid 8 hours of reading.) and then I start editing and revising manuscripts I was working on. Suit and tie, backpack, magazine, USB drive, attentively ready.
Jack promises work is coming. Arthur is anxious and always bouncing around, talking too fast, too much. But okay….
Finally, I go to Jack and explain I’ve been there 6 weeks and while I’m grateful for the non-stressed cash, but there’s got to be something I can do?
Jack tells me to close his office door. He gives me an assignment that I can’t talk about with anyone in specifics.

Now I Know The Skinny-Two Assignments
  • I go back to my desk and the next day boxes of invoices of engineers, technicians, and work done by them come to my desk. Sift through them and prep them for payment. This means that I then have to engage their in-house financial/billing system——that no one is an expert on.
  • Another assignment comes to me: educate the tri-state office entirety of employees. Hundreds. They are then to take a test for their job title/position to be comparable to their skill level in let’s say Level 1, Level 2 or Level 3. (Someone had read about my TAing experience on my resume and thought teaching! But it became a corporate teaching gig…sort of.)
So now I have these two massive projects, just me, but what the projects do is they give me, and only me—-insight into EVERYONE. Their work, their skill levels, their billing, their vacation time (people had to sync into my Outlook for me to sync their training classes.) I’m also responsible for setting up remote online training for everyone to be able to access AND send them either the EBook training manual for their appropriate level OR a printed manuscript of the training materials.
Ok, as the year of this is unraveling, Arthur quits and goes to the competition and then a year later quits there and comes back. This is important.

My Cover
My two on the surface assignments were:
  • Invoice/Work Reconciliation
  • Training of Tri-State Staff (hundreds of people)
I was given Arthur’s corporate credit card often—-I eventually signed his name better than him—-to purchase IT equipment to set up a neighboring conference room for in-house Training of individuals and as my launch/storage space as my work was too much for my cubicle area. Sort of like an office. Sort of.
I was also given perks like team dinners (I often would get an entire department certified and technically passed on the Training in a tight window of time) at Morton’s, a swanky steakhouse, when milestones were met AND near-unlimited billing as a Consultant because——wait for it….Arthur signed my billing invoice from the agency every week——and eventually it was a perfunctory matter that I put down my times.
I routinely billed 100 hours a week.
Arthur thought this was impossible and tried to surprise me by coming into the empty office building on a Saturday—-I was sitting there working.
In a few months, I was an expert on their in-house system and clicking through it so well that when the coastal VP came out to scare Craig, Arthur, and Jack, she asked to meet me. Susan. Susan then tasks me with directly working with her, answering only to her and sending my invoices ready to pay only to her—-in California— through the system. We agree that I can get about $40k done a week though there are $2 million dollars or more of invoices to be paid after my forensic accounting.

The Shady Truth of the Company
Okay—-now the back door dish on this whole Invoice BS.
There was embezzling going on. It seems that several of the Engineers and Technicians were in league with several Project Managers. The PMs would say send 4 Techs to the Acme Company Construction skyscraper on Broadway to build out a telecom system for the top 10 floors. The PM would invoice that it had taken 200 hours per Tech—-800 hours. However, it had taken only 500 hours. The PM would then kick back 50 hours to each Tech and keep 100 for himself.
What I was tasked with doing was syncing up money to time to Tech. Bob couldn’t have been at Acme that week because he was in New Jersey at Orange Inc. And then backtrack that embezzlement to the original assigning, signing off PM. But it was complicated by the fact that Acme had had some work done. So I had to disentangle those 500 actual work hours from 800 padded ones.
What the invoices actually were, was my correcting them and the companies being reimbursed what they’d paid for ghost time because there had been rumblings about a mass lawsuit if they weren’t rectified. Susan would then approve say 300 hours at $40,000 in total back to a check cut to Acme for Job # 15 in July 2XXX. They had originally paid maybe $60k in July. The further complication was Acme might have 8 offices throughout the tri-state area so each office’s working techs and PMs had to be scrutinized for overage against work history elsewhere.
It gets uglier.
It seems that a VP’s husband had made agreements with national Acme Construction for $5 million and they’d only gotten $2 million worth of work. But the VPs husband had used his private shell company. Essentially Acme Inc was getting royally ripped off from the bottom and the top.
Susan knew all the details but didn’t have the forensic proof. Jack was her man on the inside. I was the spy given access to everything to proof, step by step, each hourly, daily, monthly rip off and directly tie it to names. I was also a non-Williams consultant. I held allegiance to the task and was “clean” of any wrongdoing or relationships to wrongdoers.
When Jack first told me my assignment and my corporate accounting experience, finance experience, and computer experience was the real reason why I was hired and stuck in a corner to become invisible—-I told him from observation of the PMs, Techs, and Dispatchers (the Dispatchers had to be in on it to “fake” send someone somewhere but Dispatcher # 1 might bump John’s hours at Acme Site 3 to 60 hours in Week 19, however, Dispatcher #7 would have recorded his hours as 65 at Orange Inc Site 2 Week 19. The Dispatchers essentially data dumped into a person’s file but couldn’t alter it because the dump itself would create the payout. Within the embezzlers' network, not enough of them knew or had the clearance to alter multiple areas of the system to align time, accounting and presence to payment from the purchasing companies to avoid leaving a trail.)
But just visually in the office, I’d spotted at least 4 people who were sporting more bling and expensive clothing than their salaries should’ve allowed.
One guy I jokingly said, because he was bald, walked by and had the theme from Shaft played behind him—-I’d seen that cashmere jacket on Quincy Jones on Oprah, I went to Saks, gasped at the price —-there was no way in fuck a PM like Lance could afford it—he was the kingpin of embezzlement.

Training? Not Exactly
My second overlapping undercover assignment was this mass Training. This though was a roundabout thing that I knew held another nut. To do the training, for me to pull all of your information and assign a Level to you and then track you down throughout the tri-state, get you a digital or physical manual, set you up online for a test, broadcast tutorials from the conference room, receive your score and then data store and correlate it—-from my micro/macro beginning-deep insight-to-end perspective—— looked like something else the other side of my screens.
I was profiling each and every employee. And using the data to create a measurement profile of them by an objective assessment.

Hundreds of People Had to Be Trained Though….
Here’s what I did—-On a Saturday and Sunday, I networked into every printer, on desks, and copiers in the entire 4 floors of offices and then queued up Level 1, 2 and 3 manuals and pressed print.
40 printers would begin printing.
I’d go to the movies. To Saks. To Barnes and Noble.
Back in a few hours to change paper and toner, go have lunch on them at a nice restaurant. Return, replenish, go to dinner. Return, move everything to the conference room, fill out that 100-hour invoice and take a car service home. Monday morning I had dozens of manuals going out by office mail and Fed Ex to the tri-state employees.
Depending on how well they knew their position/studied the manual the online Training could take 2–8 hours so it was a chore to get hundreds of people within a year to complete.

A Stock Market Scandal and Employee Shakedown
Here’s what happened:
Arthur and the others start mocking me one day because Williams has made an offer to all the full-time employees—-focus your 401k cash into buying Williams Stock and when it hits $50, you could line up at HR for a brand new $50 bill. The current stock price was then maybe in the $20-$30 dollar range.
I’m like this feels suspicious but my finance education was new then so I ask a coworker friend who’s BF owns a brokerage house—-I lay out the pieces to him on a conference call and I tell him what I think I’m seeing. He’s amazed that I’m a VPs assistant and asks if I want to work for him?
I demure because I can’t explain to them why I’m so highly finance educated for seemingly such a low position. His GF was a Tech but not on the graft. In fact, she came in one Saturday and saw me pushing one of the giant, thousand-pound photocopiers from one side of the building to the other through the elevator lobby. (If I’d had the MSCE training I would’ve known easier how to reroute IP addresses…you’ll see what this digression is about.)
The stock price hits $50.
HR hands out 50s.
Grown adults run through the building screeching like children.
I tell them, something’s wrong here.

Tony
A new VP comes in-—Tony. Very cool, nice, charismatic in a low key way….but his job duties are vague. However, he’s close to Susan. He, Susan and I have closed-door conference calls about my Invoice AND Training process. $40k a week—-confirmed, emails and setups into the training computer system, results being tallied, checking off hundreds of employees with receipt of materials, instructional email, time to test, test results. They’re very interested in not my process but in the end, resulting data.
I suggest to Arthur that what I’m doing, which he has a sense of but doesn’t understand, though he’s my supervisor, is the Okey-Doke. He’s a reasonably nice idiot so I’m trying to warn him.
Tony fires a dozen Techs, half a dozen PMs and several Dispatchers on a random Monday.
Craig the Senior VP, the King Henry of the office and NY offices/tri-state, is upset and promises to swiftly rectify Tony’s insanity. Big Boy (he was a large man) is summarily told to mind his business, Tony’s power comes from the Top—-Susan.
Oh, snap.
Tony tells me good work.
I realize my Invoice work are the bullets.

I Figure Out the $50s
I suggest that the company is doing something, inflating the stock price by such an infusion of capital——from the employees 401ks; Susan is pushing me to reconcile Invoices to even out the books AND the training are to measure the entire population……for an extinction-level event.
I can only tell my friend and her BF, who confirms that’s how you inflate a company for sale, as the buyer’s due diligence is going on: ”Hey, we’re worth $5 billion look at our stock price souring….” AND scoop back all of the employee's money that you’d have to payout.
How I Got Fired
Arthur though jumps the shark——he’s afraid that I’m working too close with Tony. So to stab Tony—-he fires me at 9 am on a Friday——explaining that Williams, valued at well over $4–5 billion…. simply doesn’t have the cash anymore to justify an $80k+ a year consultant like me. I’m the only one on staff. Yes, yes, there are are other “temps”, dozens in fact, but MY check is sinking the company.
This is several weeks after I figure out the Extinction Level Massacre about to happen.
I say okay. Bye.
(Never fire me. I don’t return. Okay, I returned once years later but I’d already been made another offer by a different side of a company for more money to go into effect when my crazy boss fired me…for the third time. She used to fire me on weekends for shits and giggles. Then I flew the coop. She started a corporate nuclear war over me, to get me permanently fired. And lost. Then she got fired a year later. They were so scared of what I would say at her going away party that they told me the wrong time so when I got upstairs it was over. I still got some cake though. :P My friends call me Olivia Pope! lol)
I stroll out of Williams in jeans and Timberlands walk several blocks in Midtown to the consulting office and explain that I see every invoice, hell, I might even have signed several for Dispatchers and others (and myself). I am earning them back $250k a year I do so much time at Williams—-I want a new Monday assignment—-I’m not leaving the chair until I get it at a comparable price. I’m that valuable. They have one for me downtown in an hour. I go back to clean out my cubicle.
It’s now noonish.
Arthur, having received Susan’s invoice check-up call, says they’ve “found some money” and can keep me on.
I tell him no thanks, I’ve already accepted another assignment. It would be unprofessional to have accepted and quit now. Sorry. (Not sorry.)
I go to my desk and pack for 5 hours. (I FedExed home more office supplies than could fit…on a FedEx truck lol…..)
Arthur’s in a panic, he goes back and forth with me. Finally, he calls the agency and they say: “You fired him. If he wants to move on, he can move on.”
Tony calls me into his office and asks if I’m really going to go? I say yes. You can’t trust a married man who’s ready to slit your throat AND is having an affair with a married Dispatcher. (They used to make out in Grand Central Station. Eeeeeeww.) Plus, I tell Tony, I’ve assembled all the pieces (weapons)—- I can see what is about to happen. He grins.
Susan calls me. I innocently tell her Arthur fired me BUT here are her week’s invoices, teed up, online.
Tony prints out a thing for me, like an old-time transcript and picture of a “Rowan”, which is an old form of an Assistant who goes above and beyond, does and is more than his position. He tells me to frame it and he’s my reference, recommendation anywhere I want to go. And he winks, he’ll take care of Arthur.
I leave. There are banker’s boxes of $1 million in Invoices left unresolved. Susan hits the roof…in California.
Arthur calls me for weeks on end at my new job but I tell him I’m very happy there, can’t leave, it would be unprofessional. He then tricks-transfers me to the Dispatcher he’s wrangled into trying to reconcile the Invoices. I hang up. That was December.
It seems that aside from their direct function no one else had developed the synergistic understanding that I had of their in-house computer system to weave my way through its byzantine networks and pull, link, check, verify and tee up from authorization data from Employee, Time, HR, Paychecks, Vendors, and Invoices, essentially like 6 “buildings” within the tri-state structure.
I’d spent 18 months really just focused on this one system and then my learning was reinforced setting up the Training using some of the same data.
The Invoices aren’t reconciled.
January: Susan has to write a check for $2 million because no one knows the system well enough to bang out $1 million in Invoices to figure out the exact amount Acme was over-billed.
Hell, I was the best in the country and I was doing only $40k and it took me a week for that.
Real Truth (Like the part of the movie where they show you what really happened during the heist.)
  • Actually, it took me about 30 minutes to bang out $40k. I used to do it on the morning of Fridays before Susan’s call. I knew to stretch it out for job security—-and I took the following year off to finish writing a book. I’d been planning on the sabbatical for over a year—-having to kick out a roommate October threw off my plan to exit directly in December/January.
  • The $50 stock price was a sales shill. Williams sells off part of that company using the inflated stock price—-the stock price then drops to under $5. All of the bragging, screeching 401k/pensions are wiped out. Some people like Arthur, Craig, hundreds of others had been there 10–30 years. In many ways, Williams recouped all of that paid out employee invested cash that normally a company has on its books as a form of liability-debt. Williams tricked its employees into investing millions back into the company for $50 each.
  • The Training I was doing was to assemble a Hit List. If you got below a certain number, say 70, on the test that was about your positions knowledge of the computer system, you were terminated.
  • Tony terminated 200 people in that building by April. He kept 8. It was a desert, a cubicle desert when I visited a year later.

I saw Arthur a couple of years later, ironically with his wife in Grand Central and he told me about the massacre—-I already knew from my friend who was one of the 8 Tony saved (and I had warned).
Arthur had crawled back to another company and taken essentially a PM position at a quarter of his salary. Jack was kept. Craig was fired.
Arthur asked what I was doing. I explained I was Senior VP of a telecom company, gave him the name and a business card told him to send me his resume.
He plotzed.
The Behind The Scenes of My Thinking
This was not the first time my investigative, forensic, IT, financial and teaching skills have been harnessed to such a melee weapon. While it wasn’t my fault, and no, I don’t feel responsible for weeding out thieves and ill-trained, fake skilled folk—-I do feel like mythic Cassandra sometimes…..
But no one EVER listens, which I find hilarious. And sobering. I generally look at my corporate work along those lines as not a warning bell but as an effort to see clearly.
The Gallups Talents surveying assessment has Strategic, Ideation and Futuristic as three of my 5 Talents. I use all three—-I used them there (I didn’t discover Gallup for another decade when I went back to teaching and was working with adult students to help them find their Strengths.)
  • Ideation allowed me to understand EVERYTHING as I was slowly sitting there just absorbing, playing with the in-house system, watching people. Most importantly their in-house system—-I could literally see it’s byzantine, massive warrens in my head and like a boy with a pet octopus, talk to it to perform multiple unified functions.
  • Strategic helped me navigate on a micro-level through all the work itself and getting it effectively done and then on a macro level see the ramifications of my work as well as what one thing—-$50 bills, 401k investments, and Tony’s arrival could “mean”. It took me a while to understand that a tsunami was coming but all of the tide washing back, animals fleeing, air pressure changes allowed me to pack myself (and warn a friend) and make a plan to leave by the end of the year because I suspected there wouldn’t be much thereafter that. To that end, I was in my 20s, it was one of the first times I’ve had that Strength pressed from so many directions and levels.
  • Futuristic allowed me to backward design and plot out outcomes and see pattern-based possibilities and what to do, not do, plot alongside, pocket resources and know when to leave. I was emotionally disappointed when I understood how all of these moving pieces, my work the generative engine would end because I did want to become a permanent employee—-a Tech, a PM maybe. Which is why Arthur’s limiting me and then firing me hurt so much. I would’ve stayed, Tony and Susan asked me too but I knew that it would mean Arthur, and a few others, got what they richly deserved if I left. I got out of the way realizing I was also Arthur’s shield as long as he was the supervisor , technically of me and my projects. I walked out of the factory but didn’t put the lead shield back down over the radioactive core.
Why I Got Fired
While Arthur was a fool, he wasn’t a complete villain ( but he was a jerk/asshole with malicious intentions), which is why I tried to “warn” him of my prescient pattern seeing. But an aspect I hadn’t considered that my friend who worked there brought up was that when she would come over to his office I’d be there, sometimes sitting at his desk while he talked to me—-and I’d be directing operational stuff through the computer, outlining plans, etc.
She said there were times, with his credit card going around town to Best Buy and other places buying computer equipment for my conference room office/training studio, training programs (I had to learn and bring Techs in to set up essentially an online video training system that could be accessed 24/7—-this was in the early days of things like YouTube)—— that I was taking his place, directing him as the subordinate. He might have felt a certain way about that secretly—-been threatened, felt I was setting him up to take his job, so he tried to cut me first not knowing how thick my relationship/value with Tony and Susan was.
Now from my perspective, I always think of my skills and abilities being to who I, a Rowan, am working for—-Arthur first. Then Jack. Then Tony. Then Susan. Jack stayed invisible, in the cut—-he eventually got Arthur’s job. But I had no designs on Arthur’s job.
I’ll tell you when Arthur lost this Rowan’s fealty.

MSCE Training—-Give a Nerd His Candy
The Techs had evening trainings where they trained each other or other staff. One Tech, who was also funny and cute, who was Microsoft System Engineer Certified, offered it as an in-house evening training. For any and everyone who signed up.
I wanted it so badly, I’d already bought the books a year before. I’d been doing MS Office software certifications and gotten 7 of them. But MSCE was like $4000…and then it was FREE downstairs with the Techs in the later evenings. I had attended 3 of the sessions when Arthur kiboshed it to be ONLY Techs saying that it would overtax me to getting my Invoice & Training projects done. That was BS. That’s when I realized he was frightened of my getting too much training and wanted to reserve me to only service his light.
See, if he’d let me get what I wanted, the option of maybe being a Tech or just having the knowledge, I would’ve protected him as a loyal Rowan should. I could have then gone into the company as Tech or a PM. Even if I remained under him, his department, I would have had the requisite experience and certifications to command a greater salary as a FT employee of the company. It was a heavy skill based tier system, of pay. I’d stayed away from taking a permanent position with them because I was making more as a consultant—-but I did want into this big company where I had skill/value. I just needed higher certifications. That was very expensive and close to my desk and work schedule.
When he kiboshed me, I cut all loyalty strings. So when he fired me, I’d “left” months before——which is why I was drawing out the Invoices. My plan was to quit at the end of the year. He knew I’d had to kick out my roommate in October, pay $5000 in back rent, so I was suddenly in apparent need of the job and he fired me the first week of November.
Which is why I left $1 million in Invoices in his lap.
And Susan eviscerated him for it, through Tony—-who I immediately sensed was the guidance system to the “missiles” I was “building”.
Tony was clearly the Hatchet Man but Arthur, Craig, and others didn’t sense that until he started cutting…….
I saw them lining them up, fleecing them of their 401k cash—-quite a few of the FT employees were nasty to me—-treating me like ”the temp”, couple of sexuality digs, etc., etc.
Even Arthur did me some to my face dirt, he had given me his Dispatcher girlfriend's paperwork in a FedEx packet to express to Texas—where HR processed hirings. No one ever knew that he hesitated to hand it to me, she was sitting there smirking in his office but I sealed it in front of them and went to mail it. I actually went to the men’s room on another floor and opened it to confirm where her position would be. If they’d been setting her up to come into his department—-I was his “department”—-I was going to trash the paperwork and quit, leaving the Invoices and Training high and dry.
Luckily, he was simply making her permanent in the Dispatcher Dept. But as an FT company employee she had their Dispatcher certification would have made more than me if I became an Employee without certifications. He was setting her up lovely for her loyalty but not mine, while his wife and funny looking daughter sat at home and her husband sat in Iraq.
Yeah, it was that kind of 48 Laws of Power (which I’d read) kind of place.
That comeback dharma is a bitch. And I put the itch into bitch.
What Arthur Should’ve Done
He thought he was maintaining an In with Tony and Susan through me. He was. He should have never tried to weaponize me against them out of fear nor minimize me to neutralize me. He should have built me up, let me go to the classes and then brought in a couple of people to “help” me as he had done before to small Tech teams to get the video/training links set up and coordinated (which is when I would force him to come up off the corporate Visa and take us all out to dinner at Morton’s steakhouse.).
He should have had me train others on what I was doing to minimize my value and/or breed more fealty into me by getting me into the company fold itself where he would’ve had more leverage over me. By still being with the agency I had that 1-Hour Option to take my hefty skill set and walk out the door and be employed an hour later.
Technically speaking, I was the agency’s Rowan. Not Williams’, nor Arthur’s. I was bringing them $250k a year and getting less than half of that. He should’ve bumped me up slightly above my take-home from them with cash and benefits, but made me a Williams employee, under him. And surrounded me with lesser pawns of his design. He didn’t take advantage of time and my inability to say no to training others in what exactly I was doing so that he could control the process of the Invoices. He tried to control me instead of the ball itself—-the Invoices—-which would have given him leverage over Tony and Susan. The leverage move would then have been to take Craig’s place—-where he was aiming, Craig was talking retirement—-by consolidating his power, building his own X-Men.
But Arthur was limited in several ways:
  • He was charismatic, a natural salesman, which is how he’d been a Tech then, a PM but he wasn’t much of a VP strategist.
  • He let his personal business become office scuttlebutt. As a married man schtupping a married Dispatcher (an office manager said I should talk to him about how indiscreet he was. I was like now I’m Betty Curry too?) It was too volatile of an office—-gossiping, backstabbing, embezzling—-to have a scarlet letter on your backs. Also, a man loses trust and a woman loses 50% of professional respect when an affair is office knowledge. Tony was (and still is) a seriously committed family man. He didn’t care about my sexuality, he cared about integrity. Arthur failed Tony’s personal assessment of him as well as professional.
  • The Dispatcher goomah should’ve been his secret weapon to sidle up to me as my assistant. Get the skinny on the work process. He used her for temporary gain/she used him for temporary gain.
  • It was wartime in the USA, she didn’t look “good” cheating on her soldier husband. It made people, particularly the women in the office (always the office moral backbone) feel a certain way about her. She was dismissed as a whore essentially. And unAmerican. Didn’t help she was Haitian with an accent. (No, she wasn’t that pretty.)
  • When he’d quit and come back part of that was to tee him up to secede Craig. It was his job to lose, which he did. He should have just stayed in the cut, recognizing that Tony and Susan were using his resources (me) as their objective weapon. He was already in, which is what I was trying to tell him.
  • Jack stayed in the cut after teeing me up to what my skillset had been hired for. He was often giving me behind the scenes skinny. I became his conduit and shield. He took a demotion to PM, stayed in the company and after a while filled the massive vacuum as a VP. He saw the coming culling/war and entrenched himself in good work and simply huddled out the bombings. He was one of the 8 left by an act of humility to allow himself to be demoted.
  • Arthur was nervous, anxious, all the time, paranoid. I’ve noticed that the VPs I’ve worked for who don’t play to create value, every boat rising around them and long game, tend to burn out. They tend to believe that their position, title and mystique (there is none) of the VP title means they are a stone’s toss from the seat of power. When in fact, the title of VP, is often an ego bone tossed to managers.
  • Tony’s title? Director of Special Projects.
  • My title? Administrative/Executive Assistant.
  • Power never lies in titles nor the most highly compensated.
I waited and watched and then as a lynch-pin, accepted being fired and refused to return. Eventually, the agency threatened Arthur if he kept trying to contact me.
As a Final, Final addendum: What I Learned
It was after Williams that I started doing a Work Journal where I keep track of
  • what I did,
  • what I learned,
  • what I liked
  • and what I didn’t like about particular jobs/assignments/projects.
What I also learned to do and evaluate myself against was:
Here’s what controls how much you earn:
  1. How good you are at what you do? (I am good at Working because of my Work Ethic. I can outwork you and damn near anyone else. You won’t hear me grumble until 100+ hours of work in a week. (And by then most people are gone anyway.))
  2. How high is the demand for what you can do?
  3. How valuable your work is to the marketplace?
  4. How easy it is to replace you (People with a Strong Work Ethic are taking over—-they’re called immigrants, why do you think there’s such foreigner fear?)
How you get good/ahead:
  1. Be better at what you do (than those around you—-I purposefully go out of my way to get certifications, degrees and take skill builders that others can’t/won't. What I’d been doing before, during and after Williams was taking short evening computer classes so I was Advanced/Certification level (ironically a few years later I’d be tapped to train hundreds in the official certifications) for MS Office, web design, graphic design, programming. That continuous immersion in computers, programming, design etc is what made it so easy to understand William's byzantine system—-it was essentially several different kinds of software applications—-Dispatchers, PMs and Techs, tended to specialize in their “form” of software in the system. I was able to overview master it as an entirety because I was studying similar components. Which is what I found intellectually stimulating about the job. And why I was so interested in the MCSE training as a natural evolution of what I’d been doing but couldn’t immediately afford.))
  2. Be in an industry that is growing.
  3. Increase the value you are able to deliver.
  4. Be hard to replace
I try to teach my students these ideas/methodologies now. Often I find it’s knowledge most people who work at any level don’t know because they are unaware of how they are evaluated by the systems they’re in, by supervisors, and by what their overall thinking should be about the position/work. Most people go to work like a donkey to carrot and don’t think about the road or where all of the carrots are coming from or why they can’t reach the carrot.
As a horrible hammer to point—-the employees who voluntarily shifted their 401k/life savings to Williams’ stock for a $50 bill—-donkeys to carrots who were tricked to trade their millions of stored, compound interest increasing carrots for 1 $50 dollar bill.
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